i'm free to make my mind up,u either got it or u don't

2006-02-11T02:02:00.000-08:00

i will b on hiatus till wen i dunno...

r-ship is on the rocks(badly!)
wif d presence of another guy,D

i dun wish to publish things here

dearest ain...thank u so much babe...
i love u lah *muuuacccckkkkzzz*

dear bloggers...
just pray everything will go smoothly for me

thank u
till den....i'm out wif a broken heart

***

replies to taggers

keci[k]enit - thnx babe for d best wishes

juli - yeah!banyak punya leceh..hehe

nazurah - haha! u funny lah babe...thnx aite

pinklady - of cos u can...i miss tagging urs too! hehe

eda - ish,awak...buat kembang aje lah *blush*

ain - a'ah...sakit2 saje aku..lol ...cant wait to meet u too

azurah - ooooh...i sungguh malu u...hahaha...thnx

nazurah - yes yes,super duper irritating...ape seh compare2

wawa - yup babe,i update oreadi...hehe

beauty

2006-02-06T13:40:00.000-08:00

it USED to get on my nerves wen ppl start
to compare me wif my lil sister..

adek lagi lawa dari kakak lah
adek leh jadi tinggi dari kakak lah
yada yada yada..kedebak kedebuk

if i were to say,i'm not jealous of her at all...
memang bohong benar kan??

of cos,i used 2 get jealous
wen ppl kept showering her wif compliments

but now...i simply dun care!!

adek lagi lawa dari kakak?

even though tak lawa,
sekurang-kurangnyer aku dilahirkan sempurna,tak cacat

syukur alhamdullilah

betul tak wahai bloggers bloggers ku???

adek leh jadi tinggi dari kakak?

dey said...tinggi sgt susah cari matair
dey said...pendek sgt kelakar
dey said...gemok sgt tak lawa
dey said...kurus kering,angin tiup pun leh melayang

basically..human tends to comment on everything
and i mean E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G!

tu tak kena...ni tak kena...
nampak tu komen...nampak ni komen...

so...y bother to change for 'em?
y bother to feel hurt wif wat dey hv to say??

just b urself lah!

kiter hidup pun bkn kerana manusia

so....
next time if u feel inferior to others,just bear dis in mind..

"everything has its own beauty..but not everyone sees it"

attention

2006-02-05T01:06:00.000-08:00

attention! attention!

try not to call me for dis few days...
just sms me if u need me!

bad sore throat = voice gone

ella rocker pun kalah u (tak caye sudah!)

thank u for ur understanding

and

i miss dear soooooooooo much

i'm sorry we cant hv a proper chit-chat
for dis past few days

i will make up for it k?

sayang awak~

yg krg2..jgn nak muntah lak =P

u r still the one...

2006-02-01T01:02:00.000-08:00

For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby

we turn 3yrs 8mths today...
happy anniversary,love!

time to celebrate luv <3

2006-01-31T17:08:00.000-08:00

yesterday's trip to airport
which meant to celebrate our anniversary
was chaos yet great!

searched high n low for cafe gelare n coffeebean
and came to a conclusion dat....

cafe gelare @ T1 wasnt for public,
except for dos wif boarding passes

coffeebean @ T2 dah gone

*slaps forehead*

in the end,we ended up at BK

oh yeah...

if u cant speak chim english,
pls dun try to "step terror" lah...
basic english will save ur face a lot!

u noe wat happened...

sky train stn was crowded like hell

der was a grp of young mly boys alighting,
and one of 'em actually said "PASS AWAY..PASS AWAY"

i guess...
he was trying to say "MAKE WAY... MAKE WAY"

kan senang senang...
kau ckp "EXCUSE ME..EXCUSE ME"

aisehman....dat mat realli a disgrace...

haiz

dammit!

2006-01-27T15:20:00.000-08:00

oh....great!!!!

school is out till Feb08,
but assignments r piling up like shit!!!

~~day~~ & evening makeup w illustration
bridal ~~day~~ & evening makeup w illustration
30 diff looks on fashion makeup

and it's just like 30% completed....

*thumbs down*

how i wish i cud flung it away

i need to de-stress myself...
party anyone?

obsession

2006-01-23T16:36:00.000-08:00

"she's my shopping partner n in few yrs to cum i tink she will be a proud owner of a shop selling dangling earrings n beaded necklace...i wonder how much she had spent on earrings n now necklace..."

testimonial from fatin on feb06,2005

dat gurl must hv noticed dat
buying earrings is a must for me
wenever we go on a shopping spree

hahahaha

so...last nite i decided 2 do
some counting on my earrings

my my my

30 pairs of dangling earrings,
exclude 2 pieces which hv lost their "partner"

click HERE

i'm yet 2 count my button earrings

hunny said i'm spendthrift

change boyfriend everytime
VS
change earrings everytime

so...people....
which one is better??

of cos,changing earrings everytime is better rite??

guys....dey simply dun understand gals' obsession

hehe

from scratch!

2006-01-20T03:02:00.000-08:00

okie...let sum up everything,from scratch

monday

d bf kept his word,
so i got mkn free at seoul garden...
thnx sweetheart

soon i reached home,
d x-bf called me up...
asking me out for supper at 1am,
just d two of us!

of cos,i turned him down lah!

d bf bingit nak mampos

*shakes head*

wednesday

onli 5 out of 8 turned up

had french manicure lesson,
and class ended earlier than i expected

since it was still early,
we decided 2 stay back n talk rot!

i simply lurve d ladies

muuuuaccccckkkkzzzz

thursday

angin takde,ribut takde...
i run a fever of 38.5°C

had 2 give today's class a miss...
mum worried i would faint in public

so sweet of her

d bf said i hv a low immunity
and i got to agree on dat!

sejuk sikit aje...sakit
panas sikit aje...sakit

even antibiotics cant help

but for dis meantime,
alhamdullilah..it's back 2 normal body temp

any plans for d upcoming days??
ermmm....i must check out d CNY Sale

i wanna go shoppppppinnnngggg!!!!

sungguh mendak!

2006-01-18T15:00:00.000-08:00

hunny wasnt in d mood to work yesterday,
but he had to drag himself...

i'm not in d mood to attend class today,
look like i hv 2 drag myself too!

biler lah nak fri ni??!!

ps:will reply ur msg on jan20,insya'allah

i'm bored

2006-01-16T15:07:00.000-08:00

he said he wanna treat me to seoul garden TODAY
but he's still in his dreamland

uuuurrrggghhhhh!

kalau letak time bomb kat sebelah dier pun,
tak rase leh bangun tau!

look like i can bid farewell to d treat to seoul garden

liar liar pants on fire

can we?

2006-01-15T10:12:00.000-08:00

-franz ferdinand-

Date:Feb 16
Venue:Singapore Indoor Stadium

-oasis-

Date:Feb 23
Venue:Singapore Indoor Stadium

-fort minor-

Date:March 01
Venue:Singapore Indoor Stadium

-Army Daze A Toy Factory Theatre Ensemble Production-

Date:March 02 to 11
Venue:Drama Centre Theatre at National Library
*dis one sound great...! Click HERE to read d synopsis

oh great..how am i supposed 2 save now??

fuck!fuck!fuck!

2006-01-08T23:15:00.000-08:00

kalau krg tak nak,aku lagi tak heran!!

aku kenal abis dgn perangai satu-satu,
banyak punya buih,banyak punya corner...
so jolly well simpan aje crita nenek moyang krg!

ade ke takde....takde beza lah

*breathe in*breathe out*

takpe..takpe...
forgive n forget

so much for frenship...po dah!

i want dis!

2006-01-07T03:14:00.000-08:00

baby,can i hv dis for my birthday??

i dropped a hint oreadi tau...u jgn buat tak tahu eh
*grins*

written by Iman herself...
oh sungguh great!

first beauty and makeup book to truly
address skin tones across the spectrum

first book to show women of every
shade how to look their very best

teaches readers how to work with skin care regimens
and palettes targeted to their exact skin tone and type

dat's wat i call... a perfect sidekick for school!

a brand new yr

2006-01-01T16:02:00.000-08:00

bid farewell to 2005 .... welcome 2006!

celebrated d new yr wif families

cousins organised a movie marathon
endless tales...makan-makan spree
full of joy n laughter

i love u ppl!

next movie marathon will b on cny

weeeee...i cant wait for dat!

fadznisa turn 43mths today!

we beat another 1yr's odds together again
and i'm glad dat...
we're still together, still going strong

happy anniversary & i love u dear!

and baby...we hv one more yr 2 go

so,endure wif me k sweetheart?

2006 resolution?

usually i hate resolution...but dis yr is exceptional

to complete my diploma is my top priority...
7 more mths to go!

*keep my fingers crossed*

yg bende lain leh nanti-nanti

HAPPY 2006 PPL!

season of luv

2005-12-28T15:07:00.000-08:00

our advanced anniversary celebration turned out 2 b great!

both of us happened to b in green
we didnt planned it at all....
mayb we r meant for each other afterall....hehehe!!

managed to catch The Chronicles of Narnia
aft 7mths of not catching any movies wif him..
and most of d slots were full house!

sungguh panas panas panas crita!

it's such a sweet movie...
a MUST to catch it!

but

we didnt managed to hv our clam chowder at LJS...
i feel so bad for hunny..he so craving for it!

his expression .. aisehman,skali tgk leh nangis seh....hehe!!

it's okie sweetie...we will go to LJS again on our next date k?

anyway...thnx 4 spending time wif me,love!

great news to end 2005

2005-12-25T02:05:00.000-08:00

i was doing some catch up wif dearest Ain
and she realli surprised me wif few ~~good~~ excellent news!

firstly
she hv finally kicked her smoking habit...
i remember her promise to quit but always backfired!
insya'allah she wont go back 2 dat old habit dis time...

secondly
a tomboy(sorry!but dat's wat u r! =P) like her actually
sudah jinak2 to sental her face wif make up

and to my surprise,she do like it actually!

kalau dah pompuan,pompuan jugak...hehe!!
and babe,i'm always willing 2 help u in dis field

and yeah....

it's a MUST,MUST,MUST to hv a celebration

wat abt sheesha-ing??wat abt choco fondue??

but d prob is....
wen is our next free time 2 gather eh??

oh watever it is...
u realli make me so happy!!!

sayang awak!!!

i hate him but i love him!

2005-12-21T15:06:00.000-08:00

Situation One

i told him...
"let's get a mini cooper wen we get married"

and

he went protesting like hell...
"dah..u jgn nak jadi pelokek!wat we need is a family car!"

Situation Two

i told him...
"die die..i dun want to move out from bedok(east side)"

he went protesting...
"den i kena move out from teban(west side)?"

and

all i hv 2 say...
"den cari gal yg stay westside sama mcm u!"

Situation Three

i told him
"i like executive flats!"

and

he went protesting
"rumah besar2 nak buat ape??...4 bilik dah cukup!"

and who say my luv life is a bed of roses??

he does suck my blood too...

but at the end of d day,he's still the one i love!

pretty pretty stuff

2005-12-18T01:06:00.000-08:00

collection of Forever21

click HERE

pretty pretty stuff

gosh!!
i simply couldnt take my eyes off from dos tops...

love at 1st sight

now i hv a reason to go shopping!

hehe

any kakis???

a yr hv passed...

2005-12-15T15:18:00.000-08:00

"he met wif an accident and killed him at the scene"

u left us on 15 dec 2004

a year hv passed

but u r still lingering in our minds...

we miss ur laugh
we miss ur smile

u greatly missed by family & frens

we miss u...

we coming 2 d end of 2005

2005-12-11T22:39:00.000-08:00

20 more days to 2006

countless invitation from frens 2 party wif 'em

baby hv given me d green lite 2 go w/o him..
yelah org tu nak kerje keras, nak kahwin cepat

but i noe dat boi tooooooo wellll...
he said diff thing but he meant diff thing
full of corners

hehe

mayb i'm giving it a miss dis yr
so baby,der's nothing 2 worry k?

and as usual,
ppl wif their bonus qn

dat resolution qn!

i nvr like resolution...
yesh,dat's me!

so dun bother 2 ask me dat qn...

hahahaha

but mind if i ask u,

wat's ur 2006 resolution???

thank you very much

2005-12-09T21:29:00.000-08:00

replies to taggers

titi_vok
aiyoh...some ppl just dunno d limits
anyway,thnx 4 d help babe!
yeah yeah..i too agree wif u..
dat bdk kecik sooooo cute...hahaha!!

nanachica
hallluuuuu (",)

eza-doll
hehe...i dunno wat her kepala otak tu..
thnx a lot sweetie...
i miss u tooo000......

pinklady
better late than nvr..hehe!!
yup yup...she oreadi made me miserable...boo-hoo
thnx a lot sweetie

keci[k]enit
yup yup...
ckp je fren tk nk,nak bestfren aje...lol...

****

to all d ghurls who hv helped me,
thnx a lot...i love u gals..
it really make me feel better
pray hard dat i will go thru dis storm

*hugs*

as u noe,
my luv life is getting lil' complicated each day...
but one thing for sure,
both of us r not giving up dis love..

sch is getting more shiiiioooook lately...
in fact,i'm really loooking forward 2 each lesson

2 days of day makeup practical was fab!
great feedback from trainer & classmates,
and jon,my model,was realli cooperative!

thank you very much

to view my model,click HERE

ok...till here!
hv 2 rush to do my project...shit!!

streesssssss!!!

will update more if i hv d time

i'm helpless!

2005-12-07T01:47:00.000-08:00

DEFINE THE WORD 'BESTFRIEND' FOR ME PLS!!

Best : Surpassing all others in excellence
Friend : A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts

how can one b ur bestfriend wen both of u..

-hardly noe each other??
as in u dunno where's ur bestfren stay,
wat's happening in ur bestfren's life,
wat's ur bestfren's likes & dislikes...yada yada yada

-met onli once thru out d 6-7yrs of frenship??
yes...one n only one meet!

-hardly talk to each other??
jarang bebual kat fone...jarang sms...jarang bebual online
leh kira by one hand aje lah

dis is wat's happening in my luv life...
me + my boyfriend + his 'bestfriend'

anyway,
d bestfriend is a SHE...
and she claimed my guy is her bestfriend

she DID ADMIT once dat
she used to like him in d past..

and recently i got to noe dat
my guy's name in her site..
excuse me!
it was ALL OVER HER SITE k??
wat's more....it's in uppercase...
and his name is d one & only in her site

i'm not jealous or watsoever!
i'm happy dat he hv a bestfriend...

but wat puzzle me is..

y she hv 2 tell me dat she used 2 like my guy?
dier jealous ke my guy pick me over her?
at least i respect her for her honesty...

yelah...she KNOW my guy for 6-7yrs
but my guy wasnt attracted to her at all...
while i noe him for barely 3days
but we turn out to b lovers in d end..
member pun bingit seh..

understand and know
is two diff case...take note of dat!

what drive her to regard him as bestfren wen dey hardly noe each other?
logic ke tu??

so people...
tell me...
does she still like him or not???

endure wif me....dis is very long entry!!

2005-12-02T21:34:00.000-08:00

was doing some spring cleaning in frenster,
wen i found dis '04 feedback in my inbox...

oooolllllldddddd schhhoooollllll beb!

From d 'sweetheart',Ain
1. What's my name?
hanisah bte ibrahim
2. Where did we meet?
in bedok view sec....hw cud i 4get...
3. Where do i live?
518 bedok north
4. How long have you known me?
till now it cums to 6 yrs...wow! long huh..
5. How many siblings do i have?
3...confident punyer!!!
6. Do I smoke?
not at all...n dun start! dun be like me k...
7. Do I believe in God?
of course u do..!!!
8. When you first saw me, what was your impression?
friendly..tk rapat sgt but we r in d same malay class...ingat tk cikgu kesygan kau tu? hehehe...
9. My age?
18 this yr..
10. Birthday?
19 feb 86..hw can i 4get..mine is 48 hrs away...
11. What is my hair color?
nw..? black i think....
12. Eye color?
brown? hehehe..i didnt look into ur eyes all dis yrs la...sorie...pakai contacts pun mcm2 colour la...
13. Have you ever had a crush on me?
no...
14. What's one of my favorite things to do?
surfing d net? maybe go out wif ur guy? dunno?
15. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?
ntah? i dunno? cant remember....wat do u expect it was 6 yrs ago...!!!
16. What's my favorite type of music?
any kind maybe..hahaha...
17. What is the best feature about me?
hmm...dats hard...
18. Am I shy or outgoing?
outgoing wif d person ur close 2 n kinda shy towards new ppl..am i rite?
19. Would you say I am funny?
not funny la....hahahaha...GILER aderla!!!
20. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?
im sure u had ur limits nisa...rite? u look rebel but 2 me i noe u...hehehe...
21. Any special talents?
u nv shown any talents 2 me yet...u sing? dance? dunnola...
22. What qualities do i have when it comes to friendship/love?
ur understanding..gd listening ears...ur oways der 4 me..i noe dat...
23. Would you call me preppy, slutty, a homie,average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy,snobby, silent, raver, or rocker, or something else?
i can oni describe u in 1 word....GILER!!!!
24. Have you ever seen me cry?
quiet number of tyms....
25. If there was one good nickname for me,what would it be?
BUNNY......!!!!
26. What / Who do I love?
u love ur guy of cos!!!!! rite???
27. Have i ever told you I liked you?
did u? i noe dat i liked u dats y u my fren la...hehehe...
28. What type of gals do i do for?
u go 4 gals nisa? u sure onot? hahaha....
29. When was the last time we spent time together?
2 mths ago? i tink...
30. What is my favorite food?
i noe u like prawns...!!! dats all...
31. My favorite movie?
not sure....
32. Do i have a pet?
nope
33. What are the things u enjoy doin with me?
chatting on d net...or just hanging out wif u..cs we oways had sumting to tok abt...hehehe...
34. If we're together, are you proud of me?
definately...u haf ur own style...im proud to be ur fren all dis while...
35. Am I the type you'd want to marry?
marry? hey ur a girl...but if im a guy i'll consider it la....hahaha...[jus a remark k...hehehe]
36. If, in one hour, I'll be gone forever...what will be your last words for me?
nisa..ur d fren dat ive been hoping 4 all my life cs u understand me n i appreciate d frenship we had dat bonded us like sisters..wen ur gone..i'll never ever will 4get u a fren who had made my life worth living..we will mit again in another world...luv ya... [aww...so touchy huh..~~hehehe..]

From my cousin,Yana
1.What's my name?
Hanisah Bte Ibrahim
2. Where did we meet?
Ntah...kat hospital kot when u r a baby??? (n im in my mum's lap )
3. Where do i live?
Bedok North blk 518 (gaknye ler...)
4. How long have you known me?
All my life ; D
5. How many siblings do i have?
3
6. Do I smoke?
hopefully not
7. Do I believe in God?
yeah (tink so...hehe jokin jer...; P)
8. When you first saw me, what was your> impression?
ntah...my memory had been erased coz lum cukup developed...
9. My age?
18
10. Birthday?
19.2.1986
11. What is my hair color?
black then brown then black again rite? ...ntah lah
12. Eye color?
supposedly black tapi dh jadi brown ; P
13. Have you ever had a crush on me?
OF COURSE ..............NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
14. What's one of my favorite things to do?
MENGARUT????
15. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?
ntah...WAah....waaahhhhh kot?
16. What's my favorite type of music?
songs by tata young kot?
17. What is the best feature about me?
ur humour n happy-go-lucky attitude
18. Am I shy or outgoing?
shy...plz lah...u noe the meaning meh???!!!
19. Would you say I am funny?
if humour ur best attitude then u r also supposed to be funny rite??
20. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?
Rebel
21. Any special talents?
talent mengarut ah...tk bis2x bual merepek
22. What qualities do i have when it comes to> friendship/love?
faithful n loving
23. Would you call me preppy, slutty, a homie, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy,snobby, silent, raver, or rocker, or something else?
would call u nisa...
24. Have you ever seen me cry?
nope
25. If there was one good nickname for me,what would it be?
ntah mls nk fikir
26. What / Who do I love?
ppl ard u...specially me ooppps sori ur bf lah
27. Have i ever told you I liked you?
hmm...
28. What type of gals do i do for?
dunno
29. When was the last time we spent time together?
cuti eh?
30. What is my favorite food?
nk raya nie gaknye mama carry ah
31. My favorite movie?
ntah
32. Do i have a pet?
berlambak
33. What are the things u enjoy doin with me?
bual megarut
34. If we're together, are you proud of me?
together as in wat???
35. Am I the type you'd want to marry?
Crazy!!!
36. If, in one hour, I'll be gone forever...what will be your last words for me?
bye -bye.... : P haha joking jer jgn ambik hati....

From Mr Sexy,Shariq
1. What's my name?
NisaHHHHHHHHH
2. Where did we meet?
irc
3. Where do i live?
bedok..i think
4. How long have you known me?
a few months...
5. How many siblings do i have?
no idea
6. Do I smoke?
no
7. Do I believe in God?
YES!
8. When you first saw me, what was your impression?
woah...she's quite a hottie
9. My age?
18!
10. Birthday?
wait...i think 19 feb..or 20 feb..
11. What is my hair color?
u dyed it brown kan?
12. Eye color?
brown
13. Have you ever had a crush on me?
sorta...crushes come and go
14. What's one of my favorite things to do?
dancing?
15. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?
Hi!
16. What's my favorite type of music?
any music as long its not my type:P
17. What is the best feature about me?
ur smile
18. Am I shy or outgoing?
ure outgoingly shy
19. Would you say I am funny?
maybe
20. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?
follow the rules
21. Any special talents?
entertaining my crap?
22. What qualities do i have when it comes to friendship/love?
trust
23. Would you call me preppy, slutty, a homie,average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy,snobby, silent, raver, or rocker, or something else?
ure coooool
24. Have you ever seen me cry?
nope...though i can sense u cry at times
25. If there was one good nickname for me,what would it be?
Nissieeeeee
26. What / Who do I love?
Fadz
27. Have i ever told you I liked you?
sadly...no :(
28. What type of gals do i do for?
woah..din noe u were a lesbian
29. When was the last time we spent time together?
we never have met! WHY?!
30. What is my favorite food?
Pasta?
31. My favorite movie?
Shariq Goes to School?
32. Do i have a pet?
nope?
33. What are the things u enjoy doin with me?
chatting with you!
34. If we're together, are you proud of me?
id be the happiest man alive!
35. Am I the type you'd want to marry?
maybe...
36. If, in one hour, I'll be gone forever...what will be your last words for me?
u brought light into this darkness ive been living in....u brought me hope in this most pessimistic state of me...u brought me Life....thank you...

Momo's new policy

2005-12-01T23:35:00.000-08:00

Friday,3.37pm

Momo's new policy:Friday & Saturday-Party till 6am!!

Before 11pm
*Free entry
*Glass $5 & Jugs $18 nett

After 3.30am
*FREE ENTRY for the ladies
*Men $10 wif a drink
*Glass $5 & Jugs $18 nett

dun u hv more reasons to stay out late now???

*grins*

special day

2005-11-30T08:31:00.000-08:00

according to my time,it's 12.32am

december 01

happy birthday to my lil sister

Oh!My irritating sister turn 15

May Allah's love walk b4 u..
Problems stay away from u..
True friends stand beside u
& Luv surround u.
May Allah bless u today & always....
Happy Birthday!!

and today itself

we turn 42mths...
happy anniversary dear!

okie sweetheart,
let keep d mushy2 stuff 2 ourselves k?

but watever it is,
i'm very happy to b wif u!

i love you!

hanisah...not haniza!

2005-11-26T23:03:00.000-08:00

it's nearly a mth since i attended dis class
and my trainer still cant pronounce my name correctly.

instead of HANISAH,
she loooooooveeeeee calling me HANIZA.

i'm too tired 2 correct her!
dah berbuih-buih aku betulkan...hahaha!!

and dis is not d 1st time, one cant pronounce my name!

my chemistry teacher back in sec sch...wif 'Haniza'
my lecturer back in poly...wif 'Hanishah'
pandai2 krg tukar2 nama aku

d guys back in sec sch love calling me 'Hani'

and i realli detest one calling me 'Hani'
mcm berbulu seh dgr...

if i hear u call me 'Hani',
i swear i will slap u!

I MEAN IT!!

updates

2005-11-23T23:18:00.000-08:00

Sunday,Nov20
'jln raya' wif hunny & his former army frens
had 2 cars + 1 van for transportation

shiok 2 d max,leh jadi giler babi!

anuar wanted 2 'jln raya' again...
tak puas lah tu...haha!!
next yr can lah eh...

and d ghurls prefer me wif d curls

*kembang sesaat*

Tuesday,Nov22
our "1st" date aft 6wks of tak-spend-time-together
so i got him for the whole evening

chilled out @ Esplanade
went to Fish & Co. for dinner
sungguh tak shiok....
Seoul Garden is much more better

thnx for spending time wif me,baby!

his fav

my fav

Wednesday,Nov23
went shopping wif sis & fatin
@ Bugis in d afternoon

fatin bought a new bag for sch
and i bought a new pair of jeans

went shopping AGAIN wif hunny
@ Tampines in d evening

i bought a new white pair of pump
i'm getting sick n tired of my black pump

dun ask me 2 buy pink eh...
dat's totally out of d qns!!

had delifrance for dinner-cum-supper wif him

aft being together for 3yrs plus plus,
we had our 1st banana split together..

sweet!

gosh... i miss him terribly
padahal baru jumpa eh...hahaha!!!

okay okay,
aku mabok cinta...

*grins*

merepek meraban but i loike...huhahahha!!

2005-11-19T16:23:00.000-08:00

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i want holidays AGAIN!!

2005-11-17T23:23:00.000-08:00

replies to taggers

titi_vok
ish awak ni...cornflakes tak abis2
hehe...

diana hairul
hello...raya kinda mendak lah dis yr..
hehe..orait i will link u up..thnx yah!

sweetkisses
lawa eh??...hehe...maceh maceh

***

tonite is d last nite...
i'm coming to d end of my break

i'm going back to sch tmr evening...

boo-hoo

i want MORE,MORE,MORE holidays

please...please...please

so...wen is d next (public) holidays??

*grins*

aaahhh...
gonna hit d bed now lah...

ZZZZZZzzzzzZZZZzzzzz

ps:i'm missing hunny very badly

the BV clan

2005-11-14T22:44:00.000-08:00

jln raya wif d BV clan on last sat...

we had no proper,exact plan
but managed to 'cover' 8 houses in 11hrs...

satu singapore kiter tour tau..

from bedok to j.w to wdlands
to marine parade to bedok
and finally,chai chee

we had lots of fun....rite gals???
thnx anyway

ps:we shud hang out more often...if we hv d time lah!

ermm....

2005-11-13T23:55:00.000-08:00

Which is better?
A lie which may cause a smile or the truth that will cause a tear?

i'm a heartbreaker!!!!

2005-11-08T13:02:00.000-08:00

at 1st,it was d old flame wif his rekindled love...
now it's d old crush (W) ....

(W) was my senior back in poly
both of us were in different faculty
library was d place where frenship bloomed

we started just fine...
but things were getting sour aft
he declared his feelings for me

and like duh!
of cos i rejected him...
dgn cara baik lagi beb

since den,he vanished from my life
for like one yr ++++

and now....
in d midst of lebaran,bln baik lagi...
he come back, hopefully i would accept him dis time

i'm guilty of being a heartbreaker!

HV I BEEN GIVING HIM THE WRONG SIGNALS????

if only i hv d ans 2 my own qn....

boo hoo

she turns 46 today

2005-11-05T15:14:00.000-08:00

the queen of my heart turns 46 today

happy birthday mum...

http://queen-bday.mypicgallery.com/

(advance) selamat hari raya

2005-11-02T01:42:00.000-08:00

sempena menyambut hari lebaran yang mulia ni,
nisah ingin mengucapkan selamat hari raya buat semua...

segala salah dan silap atau terkasar
bahasa samada secara sedar atau tak harap di maafkan...

SeLaMat haRi rAya aIdiLfiTri .. mAaF zaHir dAn baTiN

thnx God

2005-11-01T11:06:00.000-08:00

late ilyas was killed in an accident
by a reckless driver..

if d other driver didnt slow down
in time last nite,
i mite hv d same fate like him too

coz i noe i would b d 1st person to b hit

i cudnt blame anyone else,
except hunny himself...

he sped!
he made an illegal u-turn!
he talked on the phone while driving!

i was trembling thru out d nite

becoz of him,
i didnt hv a peaceful sleep...
i kept thinking abt it..
and gave me a shiver in d spine...

i dun want 2 b involved in another accident

i just pray history wont repeats itself

to yat & baby_noor,
thnx a lot...

wwweeeeee~

2005-10-31T00:28:00.000-08:00

replies to taggers

pinklady
oh no!!...sum1 sudah merajok..hehe!!
i nvr forget u lah...
far from my sight,close 2 my heart... *hugs*

nanachica
wah...awak main boo2 dgn kiter...
huahahaahahaha

***

just came back from geylang wif fatin

i think i found one baju kurung
dat i realli like a lot...
but i'm not so sure if
it's d color dat hunny n i hv chose!

boo-hoo

anyway,(single) guys...
yg dah attached tu,buat hal dah attached!

if u wanna menggatal,
pls think of gd,better,best pick-up lines

got dis grp of guys approached
us wif d most lamest pick-up line i ever heard..

"u..u..nama sape?
i mcm nah nampak u kat town lah"

like wat shania twain said
"that dont impress me much"

pakal aku ni attached...
kalau tidak,i will shoot at him

*evil laugh*

i'm heading 2 geylang again
ltr in evening wif hunny
weeeee~

so,if u bump into me...
just call out my name n wave k?

hahahahahahaha

quick update

2005-10-29T20:34:00.000-07:00

replies to taggers

titi_vok
u mean free??
of cos can...just dtg rumah
hehe...

keci[k]enit
maceh maceh...*blush*
yup yup!! he told me too...
aiyah,d slamber-ness his trademark
cant help it...hehe

sweetkisses
hehe...maceh maceh *blush*

***

raya is coming real soooooon.....

i.my baju-still finding one!
-it's either d 'S' size or creamy orange color hv sold out
-hunny dun mind change d color..hehe!!

ii.haircut-done!
-luckily it turned out 2 b okay
-sis cant stop drooling c-ing my hairstylist
-i agree wif her
-he's cute...hahaha!!!

iii.goodies for hunny-done!
-his mum looking forward to it
-she can actually asked hunny whether
i'm giving 'em dis yr or not
-haha...she so funny

iv.term break-done!
-yeeeesssszzzzzaaaa.....
-2 wks of break...jadi lah
-i just need 2 unwind myself

ok lah,
dat's it for d meantime

will update again soooon....

back to d old days

2005-10-25T16:09:00.000-07:00

replies to taggers

fida
orait...linkie is done!!
thnx yah *wink*

lynny
ic ic...
but u r not from mxps kan?

eda
okay lah..aku reserve kau punya share
hehe!!

titi_vok
u wanna do any reservation 4
dat honey cornflakes??...hehe
ltr abis,tak tau eh...

***

found dis pixs while doing
spring cleaning at home...

promise not to laugh eh!!

i noe i look horrible in dos pix..

haha

http://dos-days.mypicgallery.com/

i love her a lot.... hehe!!

2005-10-24T23:15:00.000-07:00

replies to taggers

titi_vok
hehe...thnx a lot..*blush*
linkie,sure...y not?

keci[k]enit
it made me drools too..haha
i realli need dat break *hugs*

sweetkisses
ouch!ouch! .... lol!!!

eza-doll
oh not yeah...
2 more lessons to go..
still counting down

lynny
how u noe him anyway??
whooaa...wat a small world!

***

2 days of making kuih session wif
mum turned out 2 b great..

it feel so diff wen she's on leave

d home feel much more
cosier wif her terpekik-pekau
every now n den

we r done wif
d suji & honey cornflakes
we r baking m&m cookies tmr...

oh goody goody!!

as a reward for being
a "terpaksa rajinkan diri" daughter,
mum gonna sponsor d payment for my hair

my my my,
i cant wait 2 pamper myself now...

thursday blues??

2005-10-20T13:05:00.000-07:00

i dun feel like going 2 class tonite...

hope it will rain heavily wif scattered thunderstorms

den again,
it's just an excuse to b absent from class

nvm lah,
4 more lessons to go

den,i'm soooooo loooking forward
2 d long holiday..

i realli NEED a break!!

we miss u

2005-10-15T19:13:00.000-07:00

in loving memory of late ilyas

u hv left us for exactly 10mths today

life will b never b d same again without u

dearly missed by family & friends

let's talk abt color AGAIN

2005-10-14T21:10:00.000-07:00

nominated colors for raya'05
i. mystic black
ii.blue sea
iii.creamy orange
iv.lite green

and d winner is.....

*drum roll pls*

CREAMY ORANGE!!!!

yes ppl!!!
i hv decided 2 choose dat color

final,no more changes!!
leh pecah otak kalau fikir lagi...

i bet hunny will b over d moon 2 hear dis...
not becoz i chose d color he wanted,
but becoz i will not suggest any more colors!

sesungguhnyer aku ni
memang full of imagination!

hehe

ermmm...title-less

2005-10-13T02:33:00.000-07:00

Groove to:Take That-Back for Good

been feeling so sick for d past 2 days

down wif on-off fever
down wif headache
down wif sore throat
down wif flu

gonna take mc if condition gets bad

i feel like eating..
hainanese chicken rice MIXED wif coleslaw

*lost in imagination*

+

*snap*

okay back to reality...

sakit2 pun masih ade selera nak mkn
strange but very d true!

*drools*

i wanna go geylang again!!!

2005-10-11T02:00:00.000-07:00

finally i get to taste
d heavenly turkish ice cream

a very BIG thank u
to my 'fairy' godfather,
no other than hunny himself!

he actually rushed to pick me up
aft performing d terawih..
awak so sweeetttt =)

Geylang was kinda dead
on wkday aft 10pm...

leh main catch dok kat saner..haha!!
and it made my shopping much more easier

oh gosh!!
d bags,d bohemian tops,
d shoes,d beaded accessories...
made me go gigi gaga... *drools*

pakal aku kawal nafsu...

bumped into 2 of his army frens...
and one of 'em passed a remark
dat i'm getting thinner
of cos lah...i lost 3kgs recently

*clap*clap*

we had a not-serious-at-all tiff,
regarding d color baju...

he mati2 wanna creamy orange
while i'm stuck btwn black n blue...

haiz...
mcm gini punya gaya...

takde baju lah pagi raye...

*smashing head*

done!

2005-10-09T13:08:00.000-07:00

finally......(phweee!)

had a heart-2-heart conversation
wif d x-bf last nite..
and yeah,of cos
i gv him my final word!

i'm glad he really understand
dat i'm deeply in love with d bf
and i just cant find a little
room inside for him..

thank you gurls 4 d advices...
Love u all!

replies to taggers

2005-10-08T23:53:00.000-07:00

Pinklady
i no amik2 hati..i noe u meant gd..
oh yah,ur mly not bad eh..Hehe
thnx a lot sweetie.. *hugs*
pink???..LoL!!
no wonder lah dier tak mau
yeah,we hv more time 2 decide..

Yantee
hey der...thnx 4 dropping by..
no lah,i dun want d x-bf..
but to break d news 2 him like
u noe sungguh menyusahkan..Hehe!!
anyway,thnx yah *wink*

Eza-doll
yeah,i agree wif her too!
and do drop mine often lah...
awak ni miss bz-bee tul...LoL!!

2005-10-07T23:02:00.000-07:00

i noe dis is wrong,
i noe it cant b right...
and i hate feeling dis way!

I HATE LOVE TRIANGLE..DAMMIT!

hunny in one hand,
an old flame(M) in another hand!

i noe hunny dun realli like M,
as in tak sebulu lah!
mayb becoz i was serious abt M
in my previous r-ship..
(jeles lah tu...but i loike!!)

and both of 'em
kept asking me 2 choose either one..
fyi,M noe dat i'm attached!

it's very obvious
dat i will choose hunny over M..

but fuck me lah,
i dunno how to break dis news 2 M...
i noe any means will hurt him
and i hate hurting someone's feelings!

oh God!
y must he return in d moment
i'm blissfully in love wif sum1 else?

oh God!
show me signs...
help me...

I'M AT DEAD END!

color wheel

2005-10-05T22:18:00.000-07:00

few of d couples
i knew hv decided
d color dey gonna wear
for dis upcoming raye...

golden brown,black,red,purple,
white,lime green etc etc etc

as for me n dear,
haiz...

we came up wif lots of colors,
but we still cant decide on d color

how pathetic!

i wanted blue sea...
while he wanted creamy orange!

nvm lah,
we still hv 28 more days to decide...

oppppssssyyyy!!
not exactly 28 days...

tak kan mlm raye baru nak beli kot...

haha!!

i luv dis quote

2005-10-02T00:24:00.000-07:00

If two people really love each other
& want to be with each other,
they'll have the strength to withstand temptation...

here we go again~

2005-10-01T00:20:00.000-07:00

we turn 40mths today..
happy anniversary to us!

he actually rushed out from his office
just to give a kiss on d fone at exactly 12am

konon nak step anniversary's kiss lah tu...hehe!!

anyway,i realli appreciate it~

i'm glad he's still think of me,
despite his bz werking schedule...

and yeah...another thing,
i'm glad to noe dat he still love me after all dis while

*grins*

he do love me..haha!!

2005-09-29T22:14:00.000-07:00

Simple things he does that say HE LOVES YOU
extract from CLEO Oct'05

1.He sits beside u wen u eat out
A guy who's seriously in love would prefer to
sit side by side coz body contact reinforces his link to u
but i like him 2 sit in front of me,so i can c him! =>

2.He brushes the hair out of ur eyes
It means he loves you so much
that he cant resist touching u
i would onli call 4 help wen i cant brush it out of my eyes..
den again,he dun need any excuses to touch me! =P

3.He shares his food with u
When he's in luv,he wants his girl to share
in his pleasurable moments,which includes his food
true!he luv to 'stuff' me..dt xplain my backfired diet plan

4.He's always ready for a photo op with u
Most guys dislike taking photos,but if he happily wraps his arms ard u in front of a camera,he wants the world to know u're his girl
he enjoy cam-whoring more than i do...rite honey?

5.He lends u his most precious possessions
If he freely offers u sth dat matters to him,he is,
in a way,offering himself to u
he knew i grew up wif d "kalau takde,buat hal takde..tak yah pinjam2" character

ps:2 more days to anniversary..

us @ Sentosa

2005-09-25T22:55:00.000-07:00

didnt hv a gd rest last nite..
mayb i was tooo excited 4 today's date!

finally we r going 2 Sentosa again,
aft 1yr plus of 'malas-nak-gi'

thnx God..
d weather was real goooood!

thnx to his abah..
he let us hv d car for 2dae!

thnx to his mak..
she did d cooking for us,
selamat aku tak yah masak! =>

thnx sayang..
for making time 4 me even though u r tired.
i realli enjoyed myself...
i love u so much.. *muaaaaaaccccckkkkk*

ok ppl,
let d pix do d talking now...

Click HERE

i realli need a break...
i need 2 recharge myself

enjoy~

ciao

quickie updates!

2005-09-24T21:00:00.000-07:00

Fri
spent d day wif sis @ orchard
did little shopping
ok ok,
not little...quite a lot
thnx sis...sayang adek!

Sat
had another shopping spree wif Fatin
one of my 'sweethearts'-cum-shopping-kaki
d rez couldnt make it..
wat a shame!
anyway,i miiiissssss u gals lots~

from redhill to orchard to tamp
pancit but fun..

np-ians going 2 Chinablack tonite
wawa couldnt make it too,
probably werking on nite-shift!
have fun guys...

Sun
hunny is on off day tmr...
yeeeessssszzzzaaaa!!
miss him like hell~
i'm hoping 2 spend d sun wif him
yeah,just d 2 of us

moz probably,abah(his dad)
gonna let us hv d car for tmr..

minta2 jadi bagi...lol

ok,dat's it for now...i'm too tired 2 type more~

it's J.D,not Marty!

2005-09-22T01:31:00.000-07:00

it's official!
J.D is the newest member of INXS

boo-hooo...
it's not Marty!!

it's ok Marty...
win, lose..i still love u!

mampos aku kalau hunny read dis

*grins*

ps:i miss wearing black tops...crazy~

birthday

2005-09-21T20:45:00.000-07:00

thnx yat for becoming my listening ears
during my tough time..

oh yah...b4 it slip from my mind,
he turns 24(correct?) today...

happy birthday!!!

u will get ur NOTEBOOK soon k??...haha!!

haiz...kahwin!kahwin!kahwin!

2005-09-18T23:32:00.000-07:00

hunny's mak is so damn funny...haha!!

she actually had dropped another hint for us 2 get married

yes,no kidding!

she even suggested hunny 2 overtake his bro

huahahahahhahahaha!!

wat do u expect?
she's turning 55 dis yr,
so it's natural for her 2 b so ghairah nak timang cucu!

haiz....my mum-in-law(insya'allah)
u very d funny...kelakar seram tul!

hehe

beauty tip!

2005-09-17T18:45:00.000-07:00

do u know...

Japenese female farmers = fair & supple skin = by just using rice water

their secrets?
i)use water from washing rice to bathe
ii)drank rice-water from boiling rice

coz dey believed it had healing properties.

and they were right!

the facts of rice bran extract?
i)found to aid skin regeneration & regrowth
ii)helps skin retain moisture and produce collagen

try dis for a beauty fix
1)wash some white rice grains in water

2)pour d water from d 1st washing into a glass

3)leave it to stand till d fine white powder settles
at d bottom & d water becomes clear

4)pour away most of d water,but make sure to keep d powder

5)mix in more clean water

6)cleanse your face as u normally would

7)finally,give ur cleansed face a final rinse with d rice-water

oh Marty!oh Marty!

2005-09-15T02:00:00.000-07:00

anyone follow up with Rock Star:INXS show?

Marty is sooooo cute!
he power ke de mak beb..
i think i hv hots for him....haha

hunny,dun b angry wif me k?
even in d next 1000yrs,i noe i wont get him..

i'm glad Suzie is out!!

weeee~

i love d treat,baby...Haha!!

2005-09-14T22:51:00.000-07:00

thnx 4 d wonderful treat hunny!

dun want 2 imagine d kgs i had put on
*shake head*

for more pix,
click HERE

hv u check out d new feature in friendster??
i loooooove d idea of 'selit-ing' music to it

haha

let it b...

2005-09-09T20:25:00.000-07:00

Some things are better left unsaid...

Some secrets are better left unspoken...

Some truths are better left unknown...

pain fades in time...tears dry...wounds heal

ot

2005-09-07T20:02:00.000-07:00

i made a mistake,
drove dis fren of mine nuts...
but it was unintentionally.

i did apologized,
but i think he's still pissed off!

i'm sorry...really sorry!

oh gosh! i feel so guilty...

2005-09-04T22:01:00.000-07:00

"I'm still recovering,
From the heartache of another kind,
I'm still drying my tears.
Getting over my own fears, live my life.
So I wanna make sure this time that I'm strong enough,
To give it my all..."

2005-09-01T00:08:00.000-07:00

we turn 39mths today...
happy anniversary to us!

2005-08-31T16:44:00.000-07:00

i swear LOVE is one crazy thing!

one moment, u r head over heels in luv..
another moment, how u wish u could just kill him!!

i hate u but i love u

but in the end,

i realised...

breaking up is an OPTION , not a SOLUTION...(to some degree)

go figure k?

2005-08-30T16:38:00.000-07:00

lucky me...he like it!

created a photo frame from a dead clock

exclusively for my dear hunny ;)

not bad huh..
for a dolt like me who's bad in art..

dat explain d blisters on my fingers!

as long he like it,
i dun mind having dis blisters
over and over again... =P

weeeeeeee~

2005-08-28T00:38:00.000-07:00

the babe turns 19 today!
Happy Birthday Sweetie...

2005-08-26T20:40:00.000-07:00

replies to taggers

nisah to ayumanje
rebond hair?no...still curly-wurly..
mayb u tertekan d home page ar

nisah to pinklady
pompuan tetap pompuan jugak,
cant run away from being emo...hehe!

nisah to nanachica
a'ah...pms blues!very d bunga..lol
keep up d spirit babe *hugs*

***

oh gosh!
my fingers r full of blisters.

spent d whole(straight) 6hrs to MAKE
one surprise gift for hunny.

read carefully,
d MAKE is in upper case

make = wif my own bare hands

cant show my 'baby' yet,
wait till he receive it k?

onli God noes wen is dat...haiz~

i'm so looking forward 2 celebrate our anniversary

2005-08-25T02:26:00.000-07:00

i feel like crying!
i could just break down anytime from now!

dun worry k?
it happens every mth...
pre-PMS blues perhaps!

d get-together on dis fri is cancel!
it's such a heartbreak...

wif everyone bz wif their own plans,
it will take us a month of Sundays
to decide d next get-together..

been feeling so sick lately,
wif dis fever n gastric pain which come n go!

so ppl,
just do me dis favour...
JUST DUN MAKE ME PISS OFF!!!

thank you very much

2005-08-23T16:00:00.000-07:00

replies to taggers

nisah 2 pinklady
hey der...my monday was kinda ok..
missing my boo2 badly lah..hehe

nisah 2 sab
my my my..wat a surprise visit!!
hehe...ok,i will link u up soon..

nisah 2 covergirl
*waves back*...i miss u too..hehe!!
me pretty ok..u den?
craig david is mine k?..no share2 tau..lol

***

moz probably d get-together
on dis fri hv 2 b cancelled AGAIN!

cant blame 'em..

well...everyone is growing up!
hv their own plans...hv their own space

one thing for sure,
i'm missing d gurls....

2005-08-22T00:04:00.000-07:00

d babe turns 19 today!!

Happy 19th Birthday Sweetie

2005-08-21T18:39:00.000-07:00

oh no!
not dis time...some other day pls!

i cant expect to fall sick now!

been feeling so feverish &
dis sore throat just killing me...urgh!!

i dun want to fall sick!

hunny is on off-day tmr...
i want to meet him!

next time pls....not now!!

noooooooooooooo!!!!

*shake head*

2005-08-19T14:41:00.000-07:00

yeah...dat's our b'day boi!

fazly aka boy turns 25 today

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE!!

2005-08-18T17:01:00.000-07:00

yummy...yummy

i'm craving for their banana split...

any kind soul out der who willing to belanja me??

tee-hee (",)

2005-08-16T17:00:00.000-07:00

STOMP is coming down to Singapore ...

Date: 27 September to 2 October 2005

Time: Tuesday to Sunday - 8 pm; Saturday & Sunday - 2 pm

Organiser: Lunchbox Theatrical Production

Venue: Esplanade - Theatres on the Bay

Fee: S$25 to S$110

Booking: www.sistic.com.sg

Tel: 6348 5555

2005-08-15T23:37:00.000-07:00

"Be thankful for what you have;
you'll end up having more.
If you concentrate on what you don't have,
you will never, ever have enough"

thus,i'm thankful for every moment.
thank you,my love!

http://just-us-luvbird.mypicgallery.com/

2005-08-14T19:18:00.000-07:00

sth caught my attention lately!
gosh...some1 i knew is full of 'bubbles'..
i dun wish 2 disclose dat person's name

sape mkn cili,dier rase pedas lah

but oh my god!
IF U CANT LIE,JUST DUN LIE LAH!

mcm gini punya member pun ade...

2005-08-13T22:19:00.000-07:00

d bash was kinda sux...
from d range of 1-10,i gv it 3.5
utterly disappointed!

location,for sure,sux big time!
People's Association Apartment...get it now?

food wasnt ready
even though it was nearly 9
kebulor beb kiter2 kat sana...

we hardly noe d other host
except 4 d b'day gal lah...
full of mat2 rep..mat2 CD lah katakan...
no offence yah!

had to go home asap
coz d b'day gal accidentally spilled
d drink onto my jeans n kj's skirt..
poor us!

bumped into weird guys in mrt too..scary!

haiz...wat a day..
wat a bad saturday,to b exact!

2005-08-11T02:29:00.000-07:00

adik:asal kakak leh klua mlm2,adik tak leh?
mum:pasal kau tu under-age lagi!

laughing out loud!
mayb not funny to u,but it is to me..

i noe my 15y.o sis is jealous of me..
i guess she cant wait to reach her legal age..

how i wish i could remain 2 b 15 y.o FOREVER!
i noe it's totally impossible...and nuts for sure!

hate it wen ppl kept reminding me
dat i'm reaching my twenties in 6mths' time!
less than a year...Urgh!

meaning...
more responsibilities,more problems...
more problems,more stress...agree???

i noe...

it's time to think of ur own future
good or bad,it's ur own choice..
ape org ckp tu...kau dah besar nak!

it's time to earn ur OWN cash,
it's time to think how to make d ends meet..
tak kan masih nak suruh mak bapak sponsor???

yada..yada..yada..

imagining myself in my twenties just
give me a chill in d spine

how i wished i could lead a carefree life...
or perhaps,b a rich tai-tai.. *grin*

so adolescents...
dun b so excited to reach dat legal age..
mentang2 lepas beli rokok,beli minum,naik clubs..

gi enjoy ur youthhood lah,
ape mau rushing2 jadi tua...
yesh...d word is TUA!

p/s:
dis is my own opinion onli k?
yg krg2 baca,tak yah nak marah2 ke pe eh...

2005-08-09T01:00:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Singapore!

hunny is working today
suppose to b on off-day,but he chose to work!
double pay mah...

happy working,my love!

2005-08-08T21:23:00.000-07:00

our mummies r superb!
both of 'em hv d same thinking,
somehow dropping d hint for us
2 settle down soon..hehe
i heart d both of 'em

mummies r much more eager than daddies!

lol

2005-08-07T23:50:00.000-07:00

replies to taggers

nisah to eza-doll
yesh,dah lama...tau jugak awak eh..
hehe...*hugs*

nisah to covergirl
me feeling gd!!..doing pretty a-okay..
nenek...she's ok...thnx...
alhamdullilah!

nisah to yani
marah dgn srg hamba allah ni..
but for sure not u lah...
u r a sweet gurl.. =)

nisah to sweetkisses
orait sweetie...will drop by soon...

***

yesterday's date was one of a kind...
full of surprises every now n den!

1st gift from hunny,
a set of winnie d pooh drinking glass

cute kan??
i noe dat!..hehe!!

2nd gift from him too,
a mini teddy bear wif 'I LOVE YOU' embroidery

aaaaahhhhh....
a substitute of him for me to hug
wen i go to bed at nite.. (",)

3rd gift from him again,
a white straw bag...
u probably noe by now d look of dat bag!

he noe my likes n dislikes...
pandai my sayang ni...

gosh!
he was extremely romantic..
i'm melting,dat's for sure..LoL!!

thnx for d gifts,my love!

2005-08-06T01:10:00.000-07:00

i noe i kept falling down
but i wont give in...

nisah shout:
"They can say anything they want to say
Try to break me down
But i won't face the ground
I will rise steadily
Sailing out of their reach"

2005-08-05T02:24:00.000-07:00

replies to taggers

nisah to siti
hey..it's u again!! =)
shud b her stomach lah...
u hv any url 4 me to link u up??

nisah to nanachica
wah..dah lama tak drop by here eh..
notti nana...lol.. *hugs*

nisah to keci[k]enit
alhamdullilah..thnx dear..
tunang??...insya'allah...but for now,
i wanna enjoy being a bachelorette..yipee!!

nisah to yani
better b late than never sweetie..hehe
thnx yah...u so sweet... *hugs*

***

out of sudden,i'm missing Lilo

sound stupid,but it's true...
i'm missing dat bike badly!

not meeting hunny tmr..
he hv to work!...urgh!

i'm so bored to death!

2005-08-02T11:32:00.000-07:00

replies to taggers

Nisah to Sweetkisses
u jeles??lol...tu pix lama lah..
anyway,thnx 4 d compliment

Nisah to *ishalicious*
it's my pleasure...linkie is done!
thnx yah..

Nisah to ain
yelah..asyik aku je drop blog kau..
lol..i tot i told ya abt my nenek oreadi..
ermmm....

***

syukur alhamdullilah,
nenek's operation was a success!

she's out of danger zone *wink*

received a call from eizah
she's having a b'day bash
on aug13

i'm soooooooooo looking forward to it!

wat shud i get for dat babe??

*thinking*thinking*

adz

2005-08-01T00:07:00.000-07:00

we turn 38mths today...
Happy Anniversary To Us

2005-07-31T16:28:00.000-07:00

Replies to taggers

Nisah to Siti(passerby)
thnx...not so sure
but i noe it hv to b operated b4
it spread to d kidney

Nisah to Dayah
yeah...went yesterday
but too bad didnt bump into u lah

Nisah to Pinklady
thnx sweetie...u r such a sweet gal
insya'allah everything will b okay..
thnx once again

Nisah to Fizah
of coz i still remember u...hehe
thnx dear...oh yah,i hv linked u anyway!

***

ndp preview was great
pix r available 4 viewing..
check it out at Past

tmr is my 38th month anniversary
alhamdullilah...

grandma is having her operation on tuesday
insya'allah it will goes well...amin

aaahhh...
dat's all 4 now..
i'm too tired to update!

2005-07-27T12:45:00.000-07:00

if ain get to b a part of ct's concert,
i get to b a part of ndp preview on dis sat!!!!

to my surprise,
mummy and hunny won a pair of tix too!!!

meaning,
we r holding on to 6 tix now

thnx to Suria Channel

my siblings won 'emselves a funpack!

jadi lah drp gigit jari aje kan??

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2005-07-26T12:21:00.000-07:00

aft days of diagnosis,
result is out finally...

ya Allah
rase mcm nak kiamat gitu!

grandma is down wif CANCER!

d tumor hv to b removed asap..

period!

dun ask me anymore...dat's all i noe!

d bapak2 n mak2 knew d full details!

as d cucu2,
we r just playing our part
by praying hard..

insya'allah
nenek will b back in pink of health

2005-07-25T13:04:00.000-07:00

poor mummy!

ever since grandma in SGH,
her days filled wif worries..

for sure,
she havent catch any peaceful sleep yet

as for grandma,
she look pretty ok..
still able to give out her appealing smile
even without her teeth!

but i knew her body suffered a lot!
kecian nenek ku

i hope dis period of grief
will come to an end soon
insya'allah...

and yeah,
i hv to babysit saakinah
thru out dis period!

hv to feed her
fetch her aft sch
coach her in her studies

c dat smile on her face??
doesnt she just love to b wif me??

hehe

2005-07-24T22:21:00.000-07:00

hunny and i??
alhamdullilah...we r okie oreadi
let bygones b bygones

since grandma in hospital,
he hv been der for me always

he knew i hv been feeling so low lately...

withstand my tantrum,
blow away my worries
boost me up wif umpteen encouragements

i adore him a lot!
he's such a wondeful sweetheart...

thnx sayang,
i love u so much

2005-07-23T12:07:00.000-07:00

today's date is cancel!

hv to head to sgh wif family later

my maternal grandma
was warded ard 10pm last nite

doctor suspected of tumor

insya'allah she will b fine...

had a tiff wif hunny
and we r still not e-ok(?)

dua2 keras kepala...
but i'm missing him badly!

hunny,
in case u r reading dis,
i'm really sorry abt last nite!

2005-07-22T19:46:00.000-07:00

i'm addicted to paperdoll heaven!

thnx 2 honeyza
for recommending dis girlish game.

somehow,
it did killed my boredom

thnx god we r reaching d wkend...
simply cant wait 2 meet hunny!!

2005-07-19T09:20:00.000-07:00

thnx 2 all who hv being on the square
on my curly-wurly hair..
really appreciate it!

i hereby declare it's a tie!!

few of u hate it...few of u like it...
and few just sitting on d fence :/

like wat Sarah said,
"grass is always greener on the other side"

am i rite to say dat,gal?
tee-hee

anyway...i'm still adapting to it!

2005-07-15T23:37:00.000-07:00

PrEsEntIng HunnY's LittLe BabY

a brand new mp3
he's yet to name it!

he got Lilo(his bike)
he got watever watever(his mp3)

make me wonder..
where do i stand now?

hehe

http://lastkiss.mypicgallery.com

2005-07-14T04:48:00.000-07:00

thnx 2 hunny
for accompanying me
thru out my perming session..

yup yup,
dis makcik very d gatal!

wanted 2 rebond actually,
but decided to go wif d flow
of my natural hair...

shud i say it's nice?
i dunno~

still adjusting myself to dis new hair

2005-07-13T23:47:00.000-07:00

i noe u must wondering
wat kind of song hv i put up
in my blog here...

well...well..well
believe it or not,
dat voice belongs to my hunny!

yesh!
the love of my life..
the same guy i hv been together since 3yrs ago

tak caye kan?

sumpah!
kiter tak tipu awak semua!

u wanna evidence?
try to surf http://restrainlove666.blogspot.com

Yat,d lead guitarist,
hv been sending me their songs
but never bothered to listen..

just not my cup of tea lah..
at least i learn to respect others' interest

i deserve some credits here!!

dun ask me y out of the blues
i decided to listen to it...
i just dunno how,y,wen...watsoever~

but now,
i think of all their songs,
i like dis one d best...
"Silence Is Fear"

betul tak title-nya,Yat??
i noe u hv been reading my blog!

p/s
Hunny,i still love u a lot
even though our interest really clash
love u many many

2005-07-10T16:11:00.000-07:00

yesterday was my 'rojak' day
rojak as in messy(in my own dictionary!)

everything was kinda rushing...

dragged myself to d salon
to have a haircut
aft 5hrs of sleep
cant miss temptation island lah~

reached home ard 1
and had to get ready for my date immediately!

hunny picked me up ard 3
thnx to abah (or izzit farhan?),
he had d chance to drive...
headed to beach rd to hv late lunch

he was having his jamming session
wif his band ard 8
isk..d guys really janji melayu u noe

i couldnt help it,
but to keep yawning every now n den
thru out their practice!
not becoz of boredom,
but i was too sleepy -_-

thnx 2 hunny
for being d most understanding hubby.
he knew dat i was so sleepy,
so he didnt make me stay out too late...

reached home ard 11 to top up my beauty sleep

but now,
i'm still feeeeeeling sooooo sleeeeeeeeppy

*yawns*yawns*

http://rojak-day.MyPicGallery.com

2005-07-08T11:02:00.000-07:00

Miss Sixty
up to 50% off
start TODAY

MANGO
further reductions
starting TMR

Nisah is so broke...
but no harm buying at least one piece again rite??
*chuckles*chuckles*

2005-07-06T22:50:00.000-07:00

thinking of attending,
but gfs r having their own plans.

wish i could drag sis along,
but too bad she is attending a b'day party.

hunny is willing to accompany me
but i dun feel gd lah.
make-up n massage workshops
r just not his cup of tea.

buzz me if u r interested to go k?

pls take note dat
d workshop on sat is NOT from 10am to 4pm.

der's 2 sessions on sat;
1st session:10am to 12pm
2nd session:2pm to 4pm

any more enquiry??

2005-07-05T23:40:00.000-07:00

Far East Movement @ Cocco Latte

On 9th July 2005,Sat

10pm till late nite

$12nett for girls
$15nett for guys

*include 1gls of vodka redbull